Calculated life

I was all alone.
Looking to the stars.
I can't see the moon.
Where are u shining ball?

Passing my time.
It's like a circle pit in the head.
What am I thinking about?
Is it you?
Or you?

So, i reach the calculator.
Calculate life.
Can we calculate life?
It's not a poker card,
But it's way better that a poker card.

Then i realize.
I'm not calculating life.
Life is calculating me.