Mother's day

I woke up this morning and watched tv. Almost every channel talk bout this 'mother's day' thing. And there's a few people call the tv station just to tell how their mom really means to them. Then, it gets me thinking, what would I said?

March 2004 - I broke my left wrist because of rugby game. My mom didn't allowed me to play after that. But after a year, I get back in the game. She never stopped me, but still hope that i will not broke my other hand.

Disember 2006 - I broke my right leg because of skateboard. My mom asked me to stop playing. But then, after a year, I'm back on my board. She never scolded me, but still allowed me to use her car to the skatepark.

March 2009 - My mom allow me to ride bikes. But, for sure, we can't see the future. I get hit by a stupid motherfucker driver with his fucking ugly car. (Bawak kancil takyah lah nak kecoh2 bawak laju2. Dah tak mampu beli kete laju, buat lah cara tak mampu). Then, when i was arrived at the hospital, there's nobody else in my mind, my MOM. After almost 10 miniutes she was there. Holding my hand with a pale and sad face. I almost cried, but my tears seems stuck in eyes. I whisper in her ears with a shaky voice, "my mom's friend was gone because of breast cancer a few weeks ago, luckly i still have my mom for me now". Then, she looked away, and I saw her eyes glowing. Then, here came the nurse and injected me with moffin.
When I woke up the next day, I can't move my body. Even my arms. I only could open my eyes. And she was there in front of me with her sad smile. Since then, she came everyday to the hospital to bath me and gave me hope.
Operation day. After the operation, here came the worst part. The pain. It was fucking hurt and it feels like hell. And I wonder if it was even close. I was sreaming and crying because of the pain. The only things that could make me feels better that time, was my mom. She hold my hand and wiped my tears. She never cried in front of me. It never happened. After a few days, i felt better. And my friend's mom, that was there beside my bed to take care of her son told me something. "MAK ENGKAU MENANGIS SETIAP KALI DIE TOLEH DAN KELUAR DARI WAD"

"I'm sorry MOM"